Yay me and LiZz, confirmated today! :D

Hi.

So this is gonna be a message for nobody. Actually, it is for somebody, but this somebody is probably never gonna read it. So yeah, I’ll just write it to nobody.

You mean so much to me, more than you’ll ever know. More than you can ever imagine. When I see you on a day that’s gray and sad, the world suddenly light up. Everything is bright. You are bright. You make me feel like a sun or something, I feel so… light. I can’t even explain. When you look at me, I can’t help but smiling like a freak, but obviously you don’t think I’m that much of a freak, since you keep looking at me. When I look into your eyes, the feeling I get is.. it’s extraordinary. It’s just something I’ve never ever felt before. “Oh well, I don’t even know you”, is what I say to myself, but how the fuck am I supposed to manage with not being close to you? When you leave in just a few days, I’ll never see you again. Do you know how much I will miss you? Your smiles, your face, your voice, you on your way to school in the morning on your rusty old bike. Wow, I can’t even imagine life without you. Going a few days without seeing you is pain. I’m sad and I don’t know what to do. I know my life can’t depend on you, but I need you in my life. I need you. I don’t know how I fell so hard for you. I don’t know why I feel these feelings. I don’t know what to do. 

But as far as I know, I’m fucking in love with you.